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Beneath The Sweet Coating

Tuesday, January 18, 2011
10:30 PM

Lots of uncertainties in my life now. Is research really my cup of tea? Am I really the "publish or perish" type of girl? So, I have graduated and although I didn't get the class of honours I want, I can still say I grew up a lot in the university. That can never be graded.

Well, anyway having not blogged since FYP ended, I would bring up a topic from　my FYP chapter． How should one proceed from like a setback or a relationship that didn't work out? Live on... that was my answer. Life has to go on, it doesn't stop. So what if you like that particular someone that much? If he is a working colleague, you have to face reality as it hits you harder since there is now awkwardness. If there is no love, even if he was really nice to you it boils down to 为什么你可以抛弃一个为你付出那么多的男人？除非你根本就不爱他。。。 I guess that is the harsh reality. You may think it is but when you look clearly at it, it is not? People in love are often myopic? It takes your friends and your friends' friends and so on to realise that fact.

Anyway, now I have to face awkwardness for what I have done. Oh man, why can't Asians be as cool as Europeans. I like the we-are-still-friends theory! Why can't it be like Ted and Robin... Why? I was like comtemplating on whether I should reject my job offer and get another job. But, that would mean I'm childish so I guess I need to face it. My mentor is going away for 5 months, I am so going to miss her!

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